Posted by Aeryn Traxx
2009 was not a banner year for me by any stretch of the imagination. There were a few high points but ten times as many lows. With 2010 only a few hours away I am looking back and find the words of a friend echoing in my ears. “You are letting yourself be overwhelmed by the big picture. Take smaller bites and you’ll do just fine.” She was right. In looking back on the disaster that was my life in 2009 I did let things overwhelm me on far too many occasions. I am embarrassed to say this applied most succinctly to my writing. Instead of focusing on one piece, a chapter at a time I got too overwhelmed with the big picture. Instead of reaching out for help I let a little speed bump keep me from finishing a story. I let a beta’s remark about a chapter of a story derail the entire story. In trying to see my writing career for the Imax screen that it is I lost my way, got overwhelmed and shut down completely. I have a novel waiting to be edited. I have a short story that needs to be pimped to e-pubs and I have over 400 works in progress that need to be finished but for the life of me I can’t seem to get a handle on things. I have two conventions I want to go to in 2010 which will require a lot of preplanning, a divorce, a 16 year old daughter going thru some trauma and an evil day job. I have a lot going on but I know others who have even more on their plates so I suppose I shouldn’t whine. I need to chop things up into smaller parcels so I don’t get overwhelmed. Everything in moderation is a phrase that certainly comes to mind. My writing is important and while I would love to devote every spare minute I have to it I would feel guilty about putting the family on hold while I did that. So my one objective for 2010 is going to be all about moderation. Taking smaller bites. There are lots of cliché’s that would apply but I’ll leave those for someone else to use. My friend was right. Looking at a small corner of the picture may be exactly what I need to do in order to stay focused both in life and my writing career.




